Hey, could'nt help but read your journal entry.
My response: START DRAWING
You've got to start somewhere. Even if its just hatching across a page or drawing a part of your face everyday. This kind of thing happens over time with A LOT of practice and determinaton. Just do it man, and upload what you've done so that you can be guided in the right direction. People here won't be judging what you do, they'll only help.
Thats my two cents.
Oh, welcome to
and thank you for the fave